Swimming Gala

Woke up, & waited for my friend Andy to arrive my place.. Anyway, his not from Cempaka & I wanted to bring him a long.. Reached there about 8am, we all gathered in the car park area.. We all waited for our friends and went down together..

We all walked around and then went up to our class, sadly it was locked so we all sat outside on the floor and Yew Kwan brought his huge speaker and blasted his goddamn music.. Lolx!

After that, me & Ching Jin went down to Joanne's booth, & we followed her to the canteen to have lunch.. After lunch, we went back to Joanne's booth just to hang around awhile..

Later on, we all went to Leisure Mall, but before we went, sadly we've gotta see Ivin sittin on the stairs lookin really sad because her so called "boyfriend" didn't come.. & I guess he lied to her that he will comin later on.. So we waited til she had gotten the answer, guess what was the answer, he wasn't coming.. We all knew that he would juz lie to her again.. Guess she didn't wanna listen to me, as I said, break up with him...............

About the Leisure Mall trip, don't feel like talking about it.. Hehe! =p

You should have came if you wanted to know what happen.. =D

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Previous Blogs Deleted

My previous blogs have been deleted cause I think it was kinda mean.. & I also felt that it was the wrong thing to be said.. I'd appologize to you what I've said & done.. I guess I didn't not open my eyes big enough to see who actually feels for me.. Thats all I've gotta say..

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Just So You Know

This song is almost like how I feel about someone at this moment..

I shouldn't love you but I want to,

I just can't turn away.

I shouldn't see you but I can't move,

I can't look away.

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not,

Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop.

Just so you know,

This feelings taking control,

Of me & I can't help it,

I wont sit around,

I can't let him win now.

Though you should know,

I've tried my best to let go of you,

But I don't want to,

I just gotta say it all before you go,

Just so you know.

It's getting hard to,

Be around you,

There's so much I can't say,

& do you want me to hide the feelings,

& look away.

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I Feel As If I Don't Know You Anymore

Nowadays, I see that you have changed from being that girl that used to care to the girl that doesn't give a damn.. What changed you? Where is that girl that I used to know & play with? I feel as if I don't know you anymore..

Everyday time when I follow you, you act as if I'm transparent.. & then you asked me, why do I still talk to that bitch if I hate her.. The answer is this, at least she knows I'm there rather than you don't know I'm there..

I've always given a thought about what would you think if I had certain things.. & I try not to do so.. But as for you, you don't really care, do you? 

& when I talk to you about something serious, you think its a joke and gives me that "Who cares" attitude.. Don't you think that my words can't hurt you, its just that I proses it in my brain before saying it out.. As they say, the pen hurts more than a knife.. 

Sometimes I feel not bothering about you anymore, but then I think about the happy times we had.. & it just hit me.. Its hard for me to just not bother about you.. But if that is what you want, I will try my best to ignore you too and see how you feel.. 

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You Make Me Damn Sad La

Haih, you yourself know that I hate her so much & you keep saying those stuff as if you want me to go back to her.. Why do you keep saying those stuff? You really want me to go back to this kinda person is it? I've told you so many times not to say this but you just want to say it.. You dont know how much pain she has given me & you still wan me to go back to her..

& how can you say its good news that I am closer to her? Why are you like that? I've told you so many times not to say that but why do you still continue? I've told you I take your words seriously & are you using that as an advantage? Do you want me to ignore what your saying to me from now on? I thought you knew how I feel about all this.. Please dont let me lose my feelings for you, when that happens, that would be the sadess thing that would happen to me & I dont want to lose that promise I made for you.. Haih, I dont really know what you want anymore.. I've tried my best to atleast put a smile on your face, but.. Never mind, its pointless saying it.. I shall say no more..

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1st Day Of Chinese New Year

So, 1st day of Chinese New Year, the 1st place me & my dad went to my mum's place.. After having our lunch there and chit-chatting.. Me and my dad went back home.. Sat down til it was bout 6pm+ I guess.. & my dad called up his friends to go for a drive to Melaka to have dinner.. & yes, we did went there..








Me in the car on the way to Melaka for dinner.. Hehe! =p

















After dinner we went to a Pub + Disco I think.. Lolx! There were damn loads of people.. Plus, Melaka girls are hot! =p Hehe! This place was on the beach itself.. Was really windy, meaning, cooling.. =D









& of course I got in.. Hehe! They have nice music selections.. Light shows were awesome.. Bass was really the bomb! =p Party til about 1am.. Then its time to go home leh.. Reached home about 3am I guess.. Hehe!












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